This might be a long post.
So, it's been a crazy week.
Last Thursday, we made table decorations and had a bachelorette party for my sister.
This time last Friday I was in the middle of band practice for her wedding.
(That's me on the far right. The socks are a semi-long story.)
Then there was the rehearsal and rehearsal dinner on Friday night.
Then Saturday morning we spent our time hanging picture frames and candles from a big tree.
Then we drove back to the hotel to get ready so we could be back at the farm for Kelly to get ready. She was GORGEOUS.
Then we had some crazy table decorating time, then some crazier rain where we had to take all the decorations down, go take pictures in the rain, then put all the decorations BACK up before the ceremony.
Then it was time for the ceremony, in which we played our instruments and sang, and then Kelly walked down the aisle to Here Comes the Sun and it couldn't have been more perfect, and then she and Colton sang to each other and we played our instruments again.
Then the reception happened, with BBQ and the most beautiful lighting you could ever imagine.
(I never know why my uploaded pics never upload in an up-and-down direction, but whatever.)
Then Sunday came and I went home and stayed in bed all day.
Then Monday came, and I worked.
Then Tuesday came, and I babysat the sweetest baby ever all day long.
Then Wednesday came, and I fell apart. Like, lost my shit entirely. I cried all day. I was depressed. I was lonely and feeling terrible and wondering if I needed therapy or medication or whatever, and I came to the realization that my life really kind of sucks right now, and I'm really not happy and I have very few friends here, and I'm just not in the best place ever. It was a really, really, really bad day. Like, REALLY. Horrible.
And then Thursday came, and I had to work, and I felt better because I was around people. And I'm thinking that I'm going to be fine, even though my life still sort of sucks right now. Life is just hard sometimes. Ugh. Is it ever.
And then TODAY, I went to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 2, and here is what I thought:( Collapse )
I hear rumors of a Darren Criss solo album. I can't even...
Chris Colfer has been nominated for an Emmy.
I am DYING over what the hell is going to happen to my beloved Klaine over Season 3 of Glee. Ryan Murphy is a troll, and sometimes I hate him. Ugghhh. I am so nervous.
THERE IS JUST TOO MUCH EMOTIONAL STUFF GOING ON RIGHT NOW, PEOPLE.
Something's got to give cause it's gonna end up KILLING me.